I tried this last year and it went no where, absolutely no where. I don’t want to do that again. I can’t let myself do that again. I have been on a very much day-light waking pattern lately, and I kind of like it. As a result of this pattern, I have more control over my body and what I do during my day. Over the past several weeks I have lost weight, a considerable weight by the feel of it. I am making a point of not using scales this time as that really seems to do nothing more than discourage me and make me do the wrong thing. So, instead I am going to be doing this a little bit blind. I am going to be using GITI to track my actual workout information, but I will be avoiding doing any quantitative measures on myself for a while. I have been losing weight due to a change in diet primarily, but also due to a little more increased physical activity. Today is February 14, 2010, Valentine’s day. This is the day reserved for things related to love, and to the planting of the love apple (tomato). At this point there is about 6-8 weeks before planting season begins, which also gives me 6-8 weeks to work on my body, and I intend to do so. I will make it a crucial part of my wake up routine to exercise. While the weather remains cold I will concentrate on doing my workouts indoors, but once the weather warms up a bit I will likely add running to my activities and try to in general exercise outdoors away from distraction and annoyance. For hot weather, my only option will be to exercise before the sun comes up completely.
I have managed to collect a large amount of supplies for this particular activity from previous attempts or just times that I thought I wanted to do something about the way things had become with me. For this particular attempt though, I do have one more piece of equipment on the way, an iron gym, for pull ups, dips and assisting with ground exercises. Other than that, I believe I am set and ready to get started immediately. Initially my goal is to exercise about 5 times per week, Monday through Friday roughly. I intend to define my schedule starting this week so that I have a set routine.
Things failed last time because I managed to let my sleep and everything else slip about the time I was starting. I can’t allow myself to do that again. I want to be my ideal body image. I want to get there, and stay there.